Sunday, September 12, 2010



"Happy Happy Happy"
is the only word I can describe in my life now.

Happy with my family
Happy with Him
Happy with God
Happy with my friends

is a blessing, yes is a blessing...

;and how I wish this moment in my life will stay on like this.

ps: Even put on a few pound just because I'm happy @.@

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Never Learn

Will I ever learn that LOVE is just plain painful?

But here I am..once again trying hard to accept fate. Trying hard to work my life as good as it possibly can be.

Guide me Lord~

Levi's

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Forgive Once Again


Never thought that one day I'll be able to forgive...

I hate him, I love him, I miss him, I need him, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him...

All I think was the pain that he gave me, but now I'm thankful that he once makes me the happiest person in my life. God help me to forgive him. I'm unsure what I feel towards him now but for sure I will love him as god's will. Not necessarily as a lover, but as my neighbor, my friend, my brother...

"Love your enemy, pray for those who have persecute you"

There's no one single night that i didn't pray for him to be good in his study,happy with his love one and family. I have forgive him, and now its time for me to forgive myself for my sin.

God make me smile once again... :)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

New Family Member


He was so small. And always shivering.

His my little Shiver.

Dad came home late last night. I was playing the piano. I hear it,little puppy voice..
Dad ask for some milk. Yes, I knew my instinct was right. New family member.

I can see that IchiPanda is a little jealous. I said to him and Obama " Love your new baby brother. I'll always love all of you"

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Love for Friendship


I'm gonna miss them..

*Big hug*

Thank you for being there when I needed you all the most. <3>

There's not much time left for me to be apart from them (except for Melvin). I don't like this feeling! Wish I could just stay here forever.

Brown Hair




Stay home at first, kept thinking I'll be here for not more than 3 days.

Without any planning... we just kept on going..

Missing out a few clicks.. Mostly because they're all getting ready to leave.But still.. there are smiles on our faces.. :)




Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Death of a love one


How I wish I was more mature.

Always thinking that my life is the worse. The truth is, EVERYONE have happiness in their lives.

When my uncle pass away, I realize something. I cry a lot because the person I'm with for 6 month left me. But my aunt, she lost the person that she loves the most, the person that she live with for her whole life. And yet, she is strong...never shows sadness in front of anybody. What I've been through could never be compared to her.

I'm healing...