
Never thought that one day I'll be able to forgive...
I hate him, I love him, I miss him, I need him, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him...
All I think was the pain that he gave me, but now I'm thankful that he once makes me the happiest person in my life. God help me to forgive him. I'm unsure what I feel towards him now but for sure I will love him as god's will. Not necessarily as a lover, but as my neighbor, my friend, my brother...
"Love your enemy, pray for those who have persecute you"
There's no one single night that i didn't pray for him to be good in his study,happy with his love one and family. I have forgive him, and now its time for me to forgive myself for my sin.
God make me smile once again... :)